sageking: (> Humanity cries)
Gilgamesh ([personal profile] sageking) wrote in [community profile] thefoundation2020-05-09 08:59 pm
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From the white lights, the darkness comes...



Today's trial was a mixture of regret, anger, guilt, and second-thoughts. Perhaps some people realized that situations and choices weren't to be black or white. However, decisions were made, and whether it'd be through people keeping secrets or causing a ton of chaos...everyone could probably agree on one thing:

They've made their choices and no matter what happened in the coming days, they will lie in the beds they made for themselves. Whatever that should mean for each and every single person still living here.

That being said, there's still new choices to make. In the days to come, what will those be?
cw_suicide: (523)

cw: suicide

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2020-05-10 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

... I was angry because Rin-chan told me she didn't want to die.

And people who didn't have the reasoning of her being a danger because of the miasma infection argued "because she kept saying she wanted to die."

Ango--and even you, sensei--I don't believe either of you really believed her when she said it. And so, when she presented the reasoning while claiming she was fine with dying...

I can't be so reasonable. People who say "because she said she wanted to die"--they don't understand someone like Rin-chan or like me. Why we would say we want to die, or why we'd turn into such vicious ghosts.

I really just can't stand people who think "this person has no reason or will to live, so let's get rid of them".
Edited 2020-05-10 20:20 (UTC)
golden_dream: (Bring the Fate)

[personal profile] golden_dream 2020-05-10 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
...

[She makes an uncomfortable little tense expression, before writing:

"Well, I'm glad it wasn't worse for you."]
finalring: (pic#13907918)

[personal profile] finalring 2020-05-10 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Is that what you think my opinion of her was?

[ the question is quiet, perhaps even a little curious. he even tilts his head a little, as much as he can without hurting.

however, he doesn't look like he's about to correct dazai either. maybe he wants to hear more. ]
kaliedoscopes: (𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘦)

[personal profile] kaliedoscopes 2020-05-10 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think many people felt up to it after never have I ever. [ He manages to smile even if it's a bit muted. ]
cw_suicide: (227)

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2020-05-10 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[he's quiet for a moment because he actually doesn't know how Rin and Romani were like with each other and only has his own experiences with both to really work with--neither of which he's really wholly confident in due to his own lacking in certain areas of understanding why people do the things they do.]

I think... you knew that she was just a girl trying to protect those she cared about before she could do them harm.

Even if that meant doing herself the most harm.
finalring: (pic#13907917)

[personal profile] finalring 2020-05-10 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
...That sounds like a good idea. I'll consider it.

[ there's a lot of reasons why romani wouldn't immediately jump to the idea of giving gilgamesh the ring. while the king is trustworthy, it is still an artifact of great importance and it makes it difficult for him to part with it.

however, he still has enough days to think about it until then, and he has no plans to get himself into any unnecessary investigations. so, unless the house falls on him or the likely chance that someone kills him between thursday and friday, romani supposes that he won't be dying before then.

however, the talk about healing devices does make him look up at the king, before shaking his head. ]


It depends on how many there are. If there's only one, then I'd prefer if it were used on Rosa-- she can't even speak. My injury isn't nearly as bad.

[ even if it hurts like hell. ]
kaliedoscopes: (𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥)

[personal profile] kaliedoscopes 2020-05-10 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a lot he could ask, and a lot he wants to ask here, but instead he blurts out: ]

You think I would have done that for him?
reanimania: (dramatic removal of glasses)

[personal profile] reanimania 2020-05-10 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah... Well, that will certainly be good. Thank you.

[ He has doubts about "outright ally," but he'll take whatever she does manage to get. ]

Though I didn't have much choice about getting involved in things today when he appeared to be trying to frame me specifically.

[ 0/10, do not recommend; he's still very pissed off about it! Actually more so now that he's had more time to think about it. ...Also he's not entirely sure about the sincerity of any statement claiming his Photon performance was doing "very well," but he'll ignore that and accept the compliment.

He does avert his eyes from the page a bit at that last part, though. ]


I'm not... planning to see him, really, but if we are both awake in the room at the same time, I'll keep that in mind.

[ He is still trying to deliberately time his own presence there to avoid Battler as much as possible, so honestly, he is probably going to go the "don't get involved" route. ]
cw_suicide: (476)

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2020-05-10 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dazai is Sir Dead On His Feet and also Sir Dead To Shame And Ridicule as he wallflowers, holding onto Ango's journal. not saying anything looking exhausted and strained as one does when going on 48 hours no sleep.

he doesn't look up while Gilgamesh talks and won't be initiating conversation, thanks.]
reanimania: (hang on let me stop being a bitch first)

[personal profile] reanimania 2020-05-10 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Call it with what? No one has a phone with a signal, do they?
zweivoltage: (Default)

[personal profile] zweivoltage 2020-05-10 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[Like Dazai, he's leaning against the wall. He's looking straight at the group, but is otherwise remaining silent for now]
golden_dream: (Suspicion)

[personal profile] golden_dream 2020-05-10 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
...

[She writes, hurriedly:

"Wait, you're saying there's no hope to escape... so we're going to just make this a tomb and die in it?!"]
ghostricked: (yea yea yea)

[personal profile] ghostricked 2020-05-10 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Wait, did you say a phone number?!

[He seems very excited all of a sudden, huh?]
onemolife: <user name="cupcake-graphics"> (♫☠106)

[personal profile] onemolife 2020-05-10 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Holding his hands opened for the journal. ]
ghostricked: (But the cat came back)

[personal profile] ghostricked 2020-05-10 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
If he meant that there's a land line phone then I can use it! One of my powers is traveling through phone lines.

It's no good with our cell phones, which is why I never brought it up before now...
cw_suicide: (316)

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2020-05-10 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[... reluctantly passing it over.]
onemolife: <user name="cupcake-graphics"> (♫☠99)

[personal profile] onemolife 2020-05-10 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Why don't you love him Gil

He'll look over from probably bothering Dazai. His hair is still mostly in a braided bun, but some of the hair is trying to escape (it still looks pretty great though).

Then he'll glance over to Gin. S'up, Foxy. Before giving a nod. ]


Alright.
eyeforai: (annoying intrusion)

[personal profile] eyeforai 2020-05-10 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wow, someone's too good to hang out with the trash, huh!! Well, that's fine tbh, because it's not like Date likes it either even if he is trash. The smoking lounge is at least pleasant!! Anyways, he looks up from the open bottle he's sniffing at when Gil addresses him, looking as sour as ever.]

Might as well. It's practically the only good thing about this place.
finalring: (pic#13912299)

[personal profile] finalring 2020-05-10 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
That I can and will do. But I'll have to ask you to do the same as well. We can't bear to lose our last healthy healer, after all.
onemolife: <user name="cupcake-graphics"> (♫☠101)

[personal profile] onemolife 2020-05-10 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He will lean against the wall beside him, brushing his arm against Dazai's before he opens it up to flip through it. Stopping as soon as he gets to his memorial of the dead with his own portraits. Just going to read through it quietly. ]

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