nobody's in the mood for recording 6.9: the post-trial garden tea "party"

[tsunderine]

The flowers that bloomed at the end of the trial are ones that only seem to prove, continuously, that the road to hell is paved with good intentions.

Of course, it's only natural that many of the people are full of mixed emotions - grief? sadness? anger? frustration? maybe something else completely different?

But it's there, along with the end of the week.

Miasma still continues to be around, of course - but make use of the fact that this might be the last time it'll be at a low level one before it shoots up again.


Well.

Life continues as usual, disregarding any feelings that any of the house's occupants might be feeling.

So what are you doing these next two days?

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[tsunderine]

[just grabs a glass that she had on the table, pours him a drink and pushes the glass to him wordlessly after that]

[cw_suicide]

[time to look at the alcohol like it's been poisoned and he's expected to perish immediately upon drinking it

if you were wondering if Dazai's have a Bad Time, um.]

[tsunderine]

...........Dazai?

[lack of honorific means that she is concerned]

It's just a glass, you know. I'm not planning on killing you.

[cw_suicide]

... no. It's fine.

[picking up the glass--he can. do the being a functional person thing.]

What was the hit going to be for...?

[tsunderine]

...Mm, if you made Yachi-san sad again. You haven't made her cry again since Thursday, right?

[cw_suicide]

[... oh]

That?

No... we talked about it yesterday.

[tsunderine]

I won't ask what you guys talked about since it's none of my business, but I'm glad she managed to talk to you.

So that's good. I'm glad things worked out.

[cw_suicide]

... so that's why the hitting?

[tsunderine]

That would be the reason why if you did make her even more sad, yes.

But you didn't, so I'm refraining.

Besides... now isn't the time for that, is it?

[cw_suicide]

Is it?

I don't really know. It's a time for pretty much anything.

[trying not to down it all but damn, it's hard being limited on alcohol.]

[tsunderine]

You shouldn't say 'anything', Dazai-san, the implications of that are horrible.

[cw_suicide]

... is that so?

Haa. I guess I'll avoid that, then.

[tsunderine]

Please do.

I don't want to pinch your cheeks because you started telling people to do 'anything' to you, although you'd probably deserve it.

[.......]

Do you want to... just. Drink and talk?

[cw_suicide]

That is why I sat down...

[though now it's hard to talk seriously... except--]

Yachi-chan already made a point that that sort of thing isn't acceptable, so...

[he's trying. hard? but also. habits. it hard.]

[tsunderine]

It's only okay if all parties are okay with it.

[just going to point that out here.

she's from a canon where she gets into a threesome, so, not entirely judging here.

also going to take a slow drink of her glass.]

But as long as you understand and actually do... that's fine.

[cw_suicide]

The issue was that we were both trying to follow along with this "friends" thing and mostly, the friends I have know that things like that don't mean anything, but apparently "friends" wasn't... correct.

[time to stare at the ceiling because just lost a friend today right after coming to that understanding. how does he not just try to run at the thought of suffering worse? answer: there's nowhere to run]

[tsunderine]

....... she's stupid.

[sighs heavily because holy shit]

I guess I understand that. Sometimes you want to be just 'friends', especially in a place like this that is fueled by suffering...

Don't want to mess things up and make things even worse.

[cw_suicide]

Why is this a type?

[YOU UNDERSTAND ME ON THIS]

[tsunderine]

The world just hates us.

[cw_suicide]

This house certainly does.

[tsunderine]

For sure. Which is why we shouldn't... let it get to us, right?

[cw_suicide]

[time to stare into the void a little before taking another sip of drink]

... I really was thinking it was Flayn-chan for a bit. But then I had to ask about demons.

[the worst.]

[tsunderine]

I remember... we talked about summoning, and how she was easily able to do some summonings.

Well, I can do small familiars as well, but...

[then there's the big one she just can't seem to do]

[cw_suicide]

My thoughts were... she told me about the various plants she took care of, but also she worked as an exorcist--but I wasn't sure how much the two tied in, then that's why...

[that's why he asked.

he has regrets.]

[tsunderine]

I get... what you were trying to do.

But, Dazai-kun. You shouldn't blame yourself for it.