nobody's in the mood for recording 6.9: the post-trial garden tea "party"

[tsunderine]

The flowers that bloomed at the end of the trial are ones that only seem to prove, continuously, that the road to hell is paved with good intentions.

Of course, it's only natural that many of the people are full of mixed emotions - grief? sadness? anger? frustration? maybe something else completely different?

But it's there, along with the end of the week.

Miasma still continues to be around, of course - but make use of the fact that this might be the last time it'll be at a low level one before it shoots up again.


Well.

Life continues as usual, disregarding any feelings that any of the house's occupants might be feeling.

So what are you doing these next two days?

Comments

[cw_suicide]

This house certainly does.

[tsunderine]

For sure. Which is why we shouldn't... let it get to us, right?

[cw_suicide]

[time to stare into the void a little before taking another sip of drink]

... I really was thinking it was Flayn-chan for a bit. But then I had to ask about demons.

[the worst.]

[tsunderine]

I remember... we talked about summoning, and how she was easily able to do some summonings.

Well, I can do small familiars as well, but...

[then there's the big one she just can't seem to do]

[cw_suicide]

My thoughts were... she told me about the various plants she took care of, but also she worked as an exorcist--but I wasn't sure how much the two tied in, then that's why...

[that's why he asked.

he has regrets.]

[tsunderine]

I get... what you were trying to do.

But, Dazai-kun. You shouldn't blame yourself for it.

[cw_suicide]

I know that's just what it wants.

... I just don't know what to do with it all.

[tsunderine]

I don't think anyone does.

That's... what it's like, Dazai-san. To be human.

[cw_suicide]

[what if just robotic being of logic instead tho???? WHAT IF THAT INSTEAD?!]

... either way, I guess I've already made my choices there...

[tsunderine]

[look she is literally from the ending where everyone just does exactly that and it's bad and it sucks and it's just very excruciatingly painful all the goddamn time and she's. so. fucking. tired.

so.....


mood, but also,

Dazai-san no]

You have.

But... I don't think that they were the worst choices that you could have made, considering the situation.

[cw_suicide]

[rubs a hand across his face and... heavy sigh.]

Probably not.

... though her being a ghost means my history is probably going to be outed.

[that's. gonna be rough.]

[tsunderine]

Ahh... that's pretty bad, isn't it? That means that they can use it against you? Maybe I should consider myself lucky that I haven't told her that much.

[cw_suicide]

I'm thinking I need to head them off. Say something about it before it can be used against me.

... though there are things she doesn't know.

[tsunderine]

I suppose in some cases, the less people know, the better. Although sometimes you can't help opening up to the people you like and care about.

I'm not going to let some stupid curse stop me from doing what I want just out of fear that it'll stab me in the back.

...well, are the things she doesn't know important?

[cw_suicide]

Not as much for me.

[this is your only hint]

[tsunderine]

Should I be worried for the person it's relevant to?

[cw_suicide]

Not in particular. Neither of us have really spoken about it, so.

[the house shouldn't know.

yet.]

[tsunderine]

That's good, at least in that respect.

[but she's a little concerned regardless]

[cw_suicide]

[it's pretty damning, ngl.

but that's also why he's not saying anything else.]

I'm not going to tell you what to do in this matter.

[tsunderine]

Well, I'll just have to keep an eye on Darakuron-san, then.

[.......why is she like this]