sageking: (> Humanity cries)
Gilgamesh ([personal profile] sageking) wrote in [community profile] thefoundation2020-05-09 08:59 pm
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From the white lights, the darkness comes...



Today's trial was a mixture of regret, anger, guilt, and second-thoughts. Perhaps some people realized that situations and choices weren't to be black or white. However, decisions were made, and whether it'd be through people keeping secrets or causing a ton of chaos...everyone could probably agree on one thing:

They've made their choices and no matter what happened in the coming days, they will lie in the beds they made for themselves. Whatever that should mean for each and every single person still living here.

That being said, there's still new choices to make. In the days to come, what will those be?
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cw: kind deathwishy

[personal profile] cw_suicide 2020-05-11 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
[he cuts off, as if remembering or reminding himself that Romani's also one of those affected. the energy in the negative spiral dies off, but it just leaves Dazai staring at the bodies with the vague despair that he's always carried with him to one extent or another.

smile crossing his face reflexively.]

But... I did promise Odasaku. When he died. That I'd try being on the side that saves. Because maybe that would be better than what I had before.

I don't know if it is or not.

But the thought of dying now, the kind of ghost I'd become--it worries me what it'll do to those people more than what it means for me. If anything, for me it would be such a relief.

I'm tired of losing people, too, sensei.
Edited 2020-05-11 00:29 (UTC)