Yeah— I guess I should have expected that answer. [clarke doesn't miss how he looks like he was crying especially from when he first greeted her when she approaches but just settles down to sit beside him] I'm sorry it happened but just take it from someone who knows though— don't beat yourself up about it too much.

[it's something can relate to that all too much especially from how she felt a little responsible even now for not being able to prevent it. she knows she isn't that close to him like others but they are still part of the same group (or you know, campkru as she seems to inwardly call their group in trigedasleng) and it didn't make it any easier for her learning ren was the one who was killed or even double checking the findings from a medical perspective too so they were prepared for the trial. she does laugh slightly at his attempt at joke] A roach, huh? I don't doubt since you are still here.