From the white lights, the darkness comes...

[sageking]

Today's trial was a mixture of regret, anger, guilt, and second-thoughts. Perhaps some people realized that situations and choices weren't to be black or white. However, decisions were made, and whether it'd be through people keeping secrets or causing a ton of chaos...everyone could probably agree on one thing:

They've made their choices and no matter what happened in the coming days, they will lie in the beds they made for themselves. Whatever that should mean for each and every single person still living here.

That being said, there's still new choices to make. In the days to come, what will those be?

Comments

[onemolife]

Ah, so you're asking for affection. I could always repay you another way...

[ A pause. ]

By talking about how much I do appreciate having you around. How you do make a difference to me.

[cw_suicide]

... what's with this kind of talk? Are you drunk?

[look, he has to do this because otherwise feelings are a lot? people don't just say this sort of thing to him?]

[onemolife]

Not drunk, but I am tempted to get drunk for a bit.

Just that I know if I don't say it when I can, I might regret it. I already missed out on telling one great guy how much he means to me. I don't want to screw up by not telling another.

Besides, you should hear it more. It's harder for you to see progress when it's inside of people, right?

[cw_suicide]

... even if I hear it, I don't really get it.

[onemolife]

I know, but I want you to hear it. Think of it as just my own selfishness.

[cw_suicide]

I do, but...

I haven't really done anything that different, so I don't see how it's a difference?

[also, him garbage? how could he possibly be able to have affected anyone?]

[onemolife]

[ He's turbo garbage but... ]

I think it's because our personalities are compatible. That, and you spoil me just a bit by allowing me to use your shoulder.

[ Friend shaped garbage ]