From the white lights, the darkness comes...

[sageking]

Today's trial was a mixture of regret, anger, guilt, and second-thoughts. Perhaps some people realized that situations and choices weren't to be black or white. However, decisions were made, and whether it'd be through people keeping secrets or causing a ton of chaos...everyone could probably agree on one thing:

They've made their choices and no matter what happened in the coming days, they will lie in the beds they made for themselves. Whatever that should mean for each and every single person still living here.

That being said, there's still new choices to make. In the days to come, what will those be?

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[cw_suicide]

Sometimes it's easier to think about the end. Since it's going to happen no matter what you do or whether you choose it.

Thinking about what's going on in the day to day... what you're leaving behind... that's a lot harder for me.

So I try not to think too hard.

[boardreversal]

Not think too hard...I've been trying to do the same.

[And pretend he doesn't care, goes unsaid.

He's not been successful at it.]

...Just...let things happen, trying to do what you can...

[There's a pause.]

...I guess...that might be one of the reasons I haven't tried to drink anything in here.

[cw_suicide]

Alcoholism isn't exactly the best coping mechanism for someone trying not to be self-destructive.

[he's given up on that much, tho, so like...]