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Dazai Osamu ([personal profile] cw_suicide) wrote in [community profile] thefoundation 2020-05-11 12:28 am (UTC)

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This place... is like a personal hell.

I said as much to Gin-san when he commented on how lucky I was for not being affected by the miasma.

But, you know... Ango... and me. We haven't been close for the past four years. Because of what happened to Odasaku. But in here, we managed to... reconcile, a bit. Just in time for him to be killed like that. Because it was convenient for someone else's benefit.

[the bitterness and sorrow cut through as he says it. he's been trying to keep a lid on it but...]

And I've gotten close to Hitoka here. Marona-chan and Ky-kun and Nanaka-chan and Sissel, even Battler-kun... and the people who've already been lost, they've gone from taking my hand to wanting me to suffer by watching them all die. Again and again.

I never had faith in the Foundation. Not since day one. And every day, it's more like "ah, they just sent me here because I was inconvenient for them. If I die, it won't actually be a loss for them"--but saying as much when everyone is suffering from the miasma--

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