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thefoundation2020-05-02 07:08 pm
finalring) wrote in thefoundation2020-05-02 07:08 pm
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the truth is, everyone wishes to be saved.
The execution has come and passed with the death of two more Agents. However time moves on without cease and so must the living. There are no celebrations, only the silence that grows heavier and heavier with every day and the feeling that something is pleased with what it has done.
There are two more days before the new week arrives: what will you do?
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[Her first impulse is to scribble out a note about how Beatrice didn't exist. Never existed. That the story is fake. Fake fake fake. It's fake. It has always been fake, and SHUUTTTTT UP, BATTTLEERRRRR...
But she can't possibly write that fast. Or that loud.]
...
[Then she thinks about it, and gets even madder. Battler wasn't the only one with a lost love he couldn't get back. Was he? But did Rosa whine about it? No, she had to get up and take care of Maria until she could drink enough to forget it and then throw herself into as many romantic trysts as she could to try to revive the passion she felt. She knew how to cope, WHY COULDN'T HE??]
...
[She was curious if their relationship actually went so far that they were finding rooms to sneak off into to do what young hormonal teenagers did, and if the chance of her stumbling across them when she was out in the mansion was greater than zero, but it was too late to chastise him for that.]
...
[...In the end she just takes a moment. Takes in a deep breath, then writes out:
"It's all right to grieve. And cry. A lot. But don't let it consume you for the rest of your life like some people do.
When you feel better, come talk to Aunt Rosa, okay? I'm still spending a lot of time in bed, tired."]
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Rosa as always is a lot I see.Since he can't hear her thoughts - only see what she wrote - he nods, wiping his face.]
I...I'll try. And I will, I -
[before he says the word, he freezes, looking down at his pinkie and wincing.]
...I will. I just...need a little time...
[He pauses again, saying one last thing.]
...Thank you. For...trying to protect Rin, at the trial...It...It means a lot to me. ...More than...I can say...