the truth is, everyone wishes to be saved.

[finalring]

The execution has come and passed with the death of two more Agents. However time moves on without cease and so must the living. There are no celebrations, only the silence that grows heavier and heavier with every day and the feeling that something is pleased with what it has done.

There are two more days before the new week arrives: what will you do?

Comments

[cw_suicide]

I'll go get something if you want to tend them?

[oxidegreen]

...Yes, please. I'd like to take care of them from now on.

[cw_suicide]

All right. I'll be back in a minute.

[time to go get some water for thirsty plants.

it doesn't take very long]

[oxidegreen]

[Once he returns she's just kind of...

back to staring at the plants again.

Things are rough right now.]

...Thank you. We can use the watering can.

[cw_suicide]

Ah, sure.

[water for watering can.

and then he'll take a seat to watch Marona do the tending]

[oxidegreen]

[Which she does, careful not to get water on the leaves and instead get it right on the soil around the roots! She's silent as she takes care of it, setting aside the watering can to sit down on her bunk again once she's done.]

...I want to see him again. But not like that.

[It's a conflicting feeling, and one she'd been spared of the prior weeks.]

[cw_suicide]

Mm... if I thought he was scary before because he saw in too deep with me... well.

[now he's done advocated for killing his important person.

so.

go him.]

[oxidegreen]

...Too deep in you?

[cw_suicide]

... Haku-kun... dug into my heart a bit, early on. Not literally.

I'm not sure if he was disappointed in what he found or not. There's really not much at all.

[oxidegreen]

["Not literally," huh...]

Did he seem that way to you?

[cw_suicide]

... I don't know.

I think maybe he wanted to play... but...

[Dazai being afeared of people knowing so much]

[oxidegreen]

Was it uncomfortable for you?

[cw_suicide]

... he asked me that, then.

It was... uncomfortable mostly because it's not something I'm familiar with.

[oxidegreen]

Because you don't like to share things about yourself?

[cw_suicide]

... newer things are easier. Older things...

[impossible, actually. ASAGIRI, GIVE ME THE CANON DEETS]

[oxidegreen]

Do you want to be able to share them someday?

[cw_suicide]

I'd rather they not exist in the first place.

[ergo, he would like to not exist.]

[oxidegreen]

I don't think even God is capable of erasing such things.

[...Did she miss the implication there?]