But--- [But he's not worth it, not to other people. His own pain, as much and as huge as it is to him, is something he's always been willing to take on to be... selfless, or kind. His own life has never, will never, be worth as much as anyone else's. It's the same for his happiness.

What does he do, when someone is concerned about him? It's been a long time since he's had to think about that.]

Sorry. [He says, because he doesn't know what his other options are.] It's not... unfair. It's not wrong to want other people to be happy.

But there are so many other people-- [People who aren't him. People who deserve to be happy.]