[Her voice is so, so dry, like the Sahara before he gets a light karate chop to the head - unless he dodges it.]
I will say that I'm a hypocrite for saying this. But - you can't go through life without hurting anyone, and it's not like I'm a fucking expert at making friends, or having significant others or anything! Hell, I'm just coasting through life day by day not knowing constantly what to do!
But that's a risk you have to take, when you want to become friends with someone. That you might hurt them sometimes... [She recalls the words she read on paper.] ... but I'm selfish, and I want to. to me, 'making each other happy', or rather, the purposeful act of it, isn't what I care about, when it comes to friends. I don't want to push that sort of thinking onto anyone. That isn't fair at all.
Besides, [she smiles, bitterly] I'm a rather dark person myself. Everyone makes mistakes - that's only normal. Whether it's saying the 'wrong' thing or not. nd sometimes, there isn't exactly a 'right' thing to say.
And... I don't think it's possible for anyone to hurt me more than I've already hurt myself, so it's okay. I think that even if you say it isn't worth it, I'll disagree with that through and through; you haven't given me any reason not to, after all.
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[Her voice is so, so dry, like the Sahara before he gets a light karate chop to the head - unless he dodges it.]
I will say that I'm a hypocrite for saying this. But - you can't go through life without hurting anyone, and it's not like I'm a fucking expert at making friends, or having significant others or anything! Hell, I'm just coasting through life day by day not knowing constantly what to do!
But that's a risk you have to take, when you want to become friends with someone. That you might hurt them sometimes... [She recalls the words she read on paper.] ... but I'm selfish, and I want to. to me, 'making each other happy', or rather, the purposeful act of it, isn't what I care about, when it comes to friends. I don't want to push that sort of thinking onto anyone. That isn't fair at all.
Besides, [she smiles, bitterly] I'm a rather dark person myself. Everyone makes mistakes - that's only normal. Whether it's saying the 'wrong' thing or not. nd sometimes, there isn't exactly a 'right' thing to say.
And... I don't think it's possible for anyone to hurt me more than I've already hurt myself, so it's okay. I think that even if you say it isn't worth it, I'll disagree with that through and through; you haven't given me any reason not to, after all.