[She laughs a little awkwardly, rubbing at the nape of her neck.]
I can't say that I'm good at this shit either. I'm not an expert at forming bonds. I'm just an expert at getting others to worry.
[Any closeness she may claim to have with anyone in particular is still filled with a massive gap - a distance that she feels that they won't be able to reach. Because of her fears and anxieties.]
I will say this, though: [She's nervous just talking about this. Her habit of chewing on her nail shows in times like this.] Um... someone once said that "growth isn't linear". That might apply to everyone, I think...
But I get it. How hard it is to form bonds. Even more so in a situation like this. Maybe it'd be easier, if everything wasn't trying to collapse on top of us. But we never get that luxury. It's kind of unfair, to be honest. That's my thoughts on that, though.
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[She laughs a little awkwardly, rubbing at the nape of her neck.]
I can't say that I'm good at this shit either. I'm not an expert at forming bonds. I'm just an expert at getting others to worry.
[Any closeness she may claim to have with anyone in particular is still filled with a massive gap - a distance that she feels that they won't be able to reach. Because of her fears and anxieties.]
I will say this, though: [She's nervous just talking about this. Her habit of chewing on her nail shows in times like this.] Um... someone once said that "growth isn't linear". That might apply to everyone, I think...
But I get it. How hard it is to form bonds. Even more so in a situation like this. Maybe it'd be easier, if everything wasn't trying to collapse on top of us. But we never get that luxury. It's kind of unfair, to be honest. That's my thoughts on that, though.