[ He just grunts, sorry he's not answering the first bit. ]

That was the truth. I wanted his death to inflict despair on everyone... He was a nullifier, and he was close to a lot of the others who are left. I wanted to destroy his hope...

You don't know what it's like. The miasma never really mattered to me in the first place, when I've always felt this way. Despair, pain, agony, torture...hahahaaha...ha...