He'd said it before, on that day - but now, it's like it's really sinking in. Those tears - finally start spilling over, because he can't...contain them in anymore.
But it's also still so hard to figure out what's even happening. What does he feel in this situation? Happy? Sad? Angry? Upset? Relieved? All of them, all at the same time?]
Romani...sensei.
[But, there's something at the forefront - past all the pain and mixed feelings, all the questions he wants to ask and even the darker side urging him to lash out to relieve the hurt that he's pushing down.]
....I...
[He stops, wrestling with it. It'd be the last thing he could withhold - let Romani suffer with it, just let the moment pass him by...lord over this moment.
...But that'd just be him, continuing his family's legacy, wouldn't it? All the pain being cycled over and over, to the extreme he's seen and experienced in Rosa.
And he...doesn't want that. Because....Romani's also been suffering, hasn't he? He's finally...finally, showing a little bit of it, after all this time.
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He'd said it before, on that day - but now, it's like it's really sinking in. Those tears - finally start spilling over, because he can't...contain them in anymore.
But it's also still so hard to figure out what's even happening. What does he feel in this situation? Happy? Sad? Angry? Upset? Relieved? All of them, all at the same time?]
Romani...sensei.
[But, there's something at the forefront - past all the pain and mixed feelings, all the questions he wants to ask and even the darker side urging him to lash out to relieve the hurt that he's pushing down.]
....I...
[He stops, wrestling with it. It'd be the last thing he could withhold - let Romani suffer with it, just let the moment pass him by...lord over this moment.
...But that'd just be him, continuing his family's legacy, wouldn't it? All the pain being cycled over and over, to the extreme he's seen and experienced in Rosa.
And he...doesn't want that. Because....Romani's also been suffering, hasn't he? He's finally...finally, showing a little bit of it, after all this time.
So -
He takes a breath, then another.
And he says it.]
...I...I know. And I....I forgive you, Sensei.