I heard you scream, at the trial....and, instead of feeling...vindicated, I just felt afraid. Seeing you hurt, I...I hated it. I hate it.
And....I just found myself - coming here, with what little medicine Rin still had...because she wouldn't want you in pain, either. Or, maybe that's just my own...wishful thinking...
[He's tearing up, now.]
...I...should be mad at you, right? You....hurt me, so badly...yet, whenever I think about it, I just feel like someone's stabbing me in the chest. Even now, I...
I'm just....happy that finally, I could help you.
...Isn't that...weird...? Maybe I really am just....damaged. Or a masochist - hahaha, maybe that's it...It'd explain - a lot -
['....Ah, I can't....speak anymore. There's this choking sensation in my throat, like someone's gripping me from the inside... ...']
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[It's small, but...
His hand's still trembling.]
I heard you scream, at the trial....and, instead of feeling...vindicated, I just felt afraid. Seeing you hurt, I...I hated it. I hate it.
And....I just found myself - coming here, with what little medicine Rin still had...because she wouldn't want you in pain, either. Or, maybe that's just my own...wishful thinking...
[He's tearing up, now.]
...I...should be mad at you, right? You....hurt me, so badly...yet, whenever I think about it, I just feel like someone's stabbing me in the chest. Even now, I...
I'm just....happy that finally, I could help you.
...Isn't that...weird...? Maybe I really am just....damaged. Or a masochist - hahaha, maybe that's it...It'd explain - a lot -
['....Ah, I can't....speak anymore.
There's this choking sensation in my throat, like someone's gripping me from the inside...
...']