It's... not like that for me--I mean, the last part of it is what I was talking about before.
[HE IS... VERY INTERESTED???]
But the rest.
It... hurts? But not in a bad way. But in a way... I once told a friend that if I wanted for something... inevitably, it'd be taken away. And I don't want it to happen again? But it feels like I just keep making the same mistake and I don't... know what to do?
[happiness appears to be backburner to internal screams of knowing he's doing a thing that's going to leave him severely hurt again]
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then:]
It's... not like that for me--I mean, the last part of it is what I was talking about before.
[HE IS... VERY INTERESTED???]
But the rest.
It... hurts? But not in a bad way. But in a way... I once told a friend that if I wanted for something... inevitably, it'd be taken away. And I don't want it to happen again? But it feels like I just keep making the same mistake and I don't... know what to do?
[happiness appears to be backburner to internal screams of knowing he's doing a thing that's going to leave him severely hurt again]