[ ...This person had been an absolute idiot diving for that bomb like that without a real plan, is what he wants to think. Even if they were all likely to die otherwise, why practically guarantee it for yourself rather than seeking out protection from a barrier and letting someone else risk it?

But he knows most of them will probably regard it as the heroic act of someone who was willing to risk his life for the team, someone worth keeping around for when things get bad again. So maybe it wasn't as stupid as he'd like to think it was. He probably hadn't done himself much of a favor in that regard.

He shakes his head. ]

I was just going to take some things apart and reassemble them, honestly. Something to keep my mind sharp while passing the time.